I re-pierced my cartilage yesterday, it hurt, so i took it out again a few hours later before i went to bed. You think i would just leave the stupid think alone by now, but no. I put the earing back in this morning, and it was still swollen and it hurt a lot to put the back on, but i left it in anyway. It's pretty much normal now and only hurts if i press the earing into the ear, or if i were to sleep on my right side, that would hurt too.

I don't know how i feel about my new cellphone. I've had it for maybe a week and a half now. but it's weird still. it doesn't feel like my phone. it's everything i wanted, slim and small and pretty, but part of me wants to return it to the store and get my old phone reactivated. I miss it's ring tones, specifically the one i used for my alarm. and all the buttons are different. it's no longer left button, up three down two, to get to the alarm function. and the phone insists on having red banners all over the place, even though i set the back ground to color scheme blue. I'm stuck with this phone for the next two years, possibly longer if i don't feel like paying for a new one at that point in my life. what if this is the wrong phone? I mean I like it most of the time, but then sometimes i still worry that i have made the wrong choice. On second thought i can't return it to the store because my mom already sent in the rebate, i guess there isn't any point then. I bet my new phone will grow on me just the way my old one did. Good by trusty little LG phone, hello slim, metallic black (aka silver) Motorola phone who actually looks intimidating. On the plus side it will play music if i actually upload songs on to it. (I doubt i will, i have an ipod for my music which goes everywhere with me. My ipod also might get replaced at the end of the summer when i buy a new mac, i don't know how i feel about that. I really like mine now, even if it is a few years old. It's helped me through many art projects and has oil paint on the wheel, and is on it's third set of ear buds, the case has mysterious white paint(?) on it and probably is so dirty, but you can't tell because the case is black.)

Also, i might as well be living all alone in this huge house. When i wake up regardless of whether or not i have work no one is home. My mom leaves at like 7am if not earlier and my brother never sleeps at home anymore. When i get home at night my mom is already awake is my brother is no where to be found. so it's basically like I'm living all alone. It's kinda sad and lonely.