I found this baby scrap book my mom made when i was born. Sam and Cal's parents game me a bib that says I <3 Cookies. I think that's very fitting. there is a lock of my baby hair. It's like super dark, almost black. there are all these letters from Grandpa that are writen to me even though i was only a few weeks or months old - there is one that is like "i can't wait to see you in a few weeks, is there anything you want to do? we'll have plenty of icecream and let me know if there is anything your parents don't let you do at home, so we can do it." He offered to borrow the nighborhood pets so i'd have pets to play with wile i visited" Apparently i got a chocolate cake on my first birthday.

The boy behind me in shoprite bought three bags of ice and red cups.

House sitting is so strange. I have to spend the night at a house that isn't mine where no one else is home. The living room is awkward becaue it has a huge window but it doesn't have any curtains and the window faces the road so at night everyone can see it. but that's where the TV is so like what else am i going to do. thankfully they have wireless internet. I was going to just sleep on the couch when i discovered that they didn't have a guest room since i thought it was weird to sleep in one of their beds but the couch is in the living room. She said she'd put fresh sheets on one of the beds for me, but the only bed that's made and looks like it might have fresh sheets is the master bed. I brought my comforter so maybe i'll just sleep on top of everything.

I am alowed to have a friend over to keep me company if anyone wants to come to pennington and hang out with me that would be fantastic.

7 more days at the pool!
2 more days at the store
6 days of house sitting
2 days off to pack

Okay so what i really ment to post but then couldn't think of when i went to write a new one th first time is that Pat, the first one - from school, might be moving to the balitmore area when he gets back from denmark. He has an un official job offer at hopkins and two or three interviews there for other jobs. at the very least he is coming to visit when he gets back to the states. I spent most of today thinking about what it might mean if he actually moved to the area. I still don't know if i fell for him because the circumstances at the time made it so that things wouldn't work anyway, or if it really would have worked out if we both weren't going in seporate directions. (i hope that last sentance made sense)

i can't wait to go back to school.

I really like cookies.

i wish i were better at swimming.

I FUCKING HATE MY JOB!!!!!