So I slept in Pat's room again last night. He tried to have a talk with me about it. he "thinks I'm nifty" and wouldn't actually be like "i really like you" but i knew what he meant. I told him i didn't really want anything and explained about Michael (I have no idea why I told him that) and it was really awkward, because i was a little drunk and half asleep, and I felt bad because i already knew he liked me and i kinda already knew it wasn't going to go anywhere. I just really like cuddling with him, I'm such a tease. right before i got up i could hear Sarah H. out in the common area and it was like "omg i don't want her to see me leaving Pat's room." So maybe i should just clean off my bed and sleep with all my animals instead of Pat.